it has gotten so difficult lately to get through the day. ever since my final awakening to the fact that all my self-medicating behaviors were masking the real issues that were driving my life. i can't even bring myself to engage in them anymore, and since they are not there to distract me, all i can feel is the raw pain.
it's a new level of recovery for me, but it really hurts, and there is nowhere to run or hide anymore. time is my supreme enemy.
'i' is dying. and 'i' does not like it one iota.
blah.......
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