jottings #2

ok, so i came back from taking mom to the rehab place. i am really pleased at the new sense of myself that i have these days, as i engage in banter with other people. i seem more joyful, and not trying so hard to win the approval of others [ie avoid their rejection of me]by playing court jester to get my own ego needs met. [yes, you WILL love me, and accept me, and cherish me, and long to be with me..... ....]

ok, where were we..... please go back to whatever it was you were doing, and pay no attention to that man behind the curtain....